I'm lost :( Need to get back to the track

Somehow, last night I was so depressed. I don't know what's wrong with me. What make me so depressed like that. I feel lonely, hopeless.. :( All my will & courage to walk to my goal has been disappeared from my sight. I've spent more than half an hour standing quietly looking at the street, building, sky... It was tiring...

This morning, after I woke up, I seems to be back to my normal; however, will & courage are still missing. Now I start to get back my will & courage. Hope they're back to me soon, so I can get back to right track to get to my goal.

it turns out to be s.th unexpected

well, took it a while ago. didn't know it turn out to be s.th like this. lolzz

I'll always support you

From the outside, I always see you're a cheerful person. You always smile, joke, laugh & rarely mention about any hard time you have. Not until today I have read what is in your mind. It's kinda sad & touching story of yours. Though I can't help anythings which is happened in your past, I still want to support you for what is happening now, and what's going to happen in the future.

As a friend, I want to let you know that no matter what happen, I'll be on ur side and support you as much as I can.

A rejected email from HR

Well, it was quite surprise for me when I'm reading an email from one of my teammate's friend. I've been trying to figure out which company wrote this email, but no result so far. will update the company name when I got it. Here is the the content of the email:

Dear xxxxxxxx,

Effectively, we have decided to reject your application, it seems not to be a surprise for
you.
Actually, you didn’t convinced us on your qualities and abilities to work with us.

You should prepare more your future interviews, act more professionally, and be able to
give clear answers on your professional experiences. You were unable to explain what
you did in the past and so we waste our time.

To conclude, please check your spelling, you are not writing a phone message to a friend,
it is definitely unpleasant to read, not respectfull and one more time not professional.
Otherwise, give a subject to your message, it’s a minimum.

Regards,

sun rise

I do my job well?

It's been a few months since I have taken roll as a leader for my team. Things have gone right & wrong. Life's getting changed from time to time. Well, after my team members have done their staff performance review, I've started to ask myself "Did I do my roll well?".

As I've noticed, most of my team members have progressed well. That's really make me happy. However, I can see that sometimes things have gone out of control & sometimes I feel that I didn't do my responsibility well. However, as far as the deadline concern, I've never miss out a single one. This really make me asking myself again & again: "Have I done my work well so far?"

start cooking.. life's getting busy

Well, I've started to cook my meals now. Life's getting so busy nowadays. Cook for breakfast, cook for lunch, cook for dinner :-| less & less time for internet & gaming now.

A new month start... A new life style begin

Well, August has walked in to replace July which was full of good memories. As of the new month come in, a new life style of mine is born too. I'm not sure if it's going to change for good, or it's another challenge for me. I'll try my best to face it. su su su...!!!

Waiting for DevCamp..

Well, DevCamp will be at Instedd office, just a floor above my office. Now I'm already in my office waiting for it to start at 2pm. Been doing not so much useful thing this morning :( After having my breakfast, I had my motor cleaned & then come straight to office. Then, it's reading news & chit chat time before I took 2 books to copy. Then just spent an hour reading a chapter of PoEAA book. Now, nothing to do, I should head for lunch, then back in the office again to finish this week Naruto & Bleach episodes :D

again... I'm tired :|

Well, it seems like a long day for me... Trying to do many different works in my team in the office.. then follow by demo in the late afternoon. Then in the evening, just been out to eat something with my colleague. After coming back, just sit in front of pc doing some chatting, FB-ing & Blogging. Feel exhausted now. Going to have my night with computer end here... see ya again tomorrow, my blog :D